Friday, June 29, 2007
{ 5:59 AM }
someone told me something that made me change my mind about some things. i couldnt agree more about the thing that that person told me. i think that if that feeling is genuine, it is able to put all those differences and shortcomings aside. it it's real, the feeling should last long, and never quite fade easily. had a thought about what she said..i think i've made up my mind..to try my best in everything(: hahaas..today is a very fun day. except in the morning. during a maths, some idiot made us very angry. ah! hate that fellow. why must he insist on changing seats. does he know it is very troublesome? what a sucker. shot up from his seat when he heard that we need to change our seats. after changing seats, they were like talking to each other ever so loudly. mao said something that was like so jing dian. hahahas..the funniest part. i think i like today(: but..i dont know about tomorrow. i'm scared..really very scared. i dont know what to do. i dont know what i will feel..and i'm worried and scared that my feelings will be something awkard. i dont know. i'm..really very scared): and sad.
Friday, June 15, 2007
{ 4:54 AM }
yesterday was a horrible day. went to the hospital for my doctor appointment. woa..my maid and i reached there at about one plus and guess what? we finished seeing the doctor at about five plus. there were so many people there. and by just sitting there, you'll feel really sick. maybe because of the air con and stuffs. i not only went to the doctor, i also had my blood taken. god, that was the most horrible and embarrassing part. i shant talk about it because it's really very horrible. after seeing the doctor, we took the shuttle bus back to bugis so that we can take bus 33 home. i dont know why suddenly when we were waiting for the bus, i felt giddy. finally we reached home at about six plus. i thought it was rest, but i forgot that i actually had tuition at night -_-" i was really very tired..really very tired. slept right after tuition and could not even wake up after being called up several times. ah. there's so much homework. i'm going crazy right now..i'm having a horrible mood now. dont know what to do. sigh. i need someone to talk to. ah.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
{ 6:38 AM }
it seems like i havent been blogging for a long long time. hahaas. let's talk about the ten days without my maid. the ten days were tiring and boring. for most to the ten days except for three of them, i spent my time alone at home. and because i'm all alone at home, with windows closed, i didnt have the mood to study at all. boohoo. so i spent all my time on television, vcds and sims. however, on wednesday, simin, mao and bi came to my house to accompany me(: but the something unlucky that happened was, while walking them to my house, i fell. on that slope that has a rough ground texture. god. now my knees have two patches of scar. black ones..and it keeps bleeding. i dont know why. and obviously, it hurts big time. thank god there was someone with me. hahaas..if not..i wont know what to do. now the skin's peeling. hope it'll heel really soon because right now, I CANT EAT EGGS! that's the worst part of all): i really love their company. we watched wo3 zuo2 yan3 jian4 dao4 gui3 and played monopoly while watching mean girls. that is probably one of the best days in this june holiday. then queen left for hk and i'm extremely bored because there's one less person to keep me company. now..on 10th everyone came back! yay~ queen and my maid all came back(: i wont be bored.